It’s a strange feeling knowing no one is coming to help you and no matter how loud you scream, no one is going to hear you.
So, I didn’t scream, although inside all the alarm bells were ringing so loud it was hard to hear my own thoughts.
In that moment I knew, I only had two options, panic and probably go down panicking or,
breathe and figure out how I was gonna get out.
It took me a while to find my phone by diving down into the bog even further but by some miracle I found it, and it still and has stayed working.
It took me about 15 minutes to sink in even further,
and another 30 to get out.
I honestly think it was the breathing that saved me, as strange as that may sound.
But the universe is wonderful and I’d listened to an Aubrey Marcus podcast featuring Wim Hoff about an hour before, in which they talk about the amazing things that can happen when we breath properly and connect to our innate inner wisdom/ intuition through breath.
So, that’s exactly what I did.
for what felt like an eternity,
and at some stage it was like a light bulb went on in my brain and I knew that I needed to make my way forward and that by moving forward I would sink further in but this was my only option.
So I moved as slowly and carefully as I could,
not knowing why but knowing I had to if I wanted to get out,
and about 2 metres away from me, hidden by the long grass, was the remainder of what must have been a fence long ago.
A wooden pole half sunken but still long enough for me to grab onto.
This felt like my lifeline and,
I made it out,
along the old fence line pole by pole,
slowly making my way to firmer ground.
The relief I felt after standing on ground that didn’t move, was soon followed by disbelief,
looking down at the map and reading the description which says, “ The next section should be easy going but bewar of the wild boar”
By this time it’s nearly 9, I’ve been “walking “ for about 11 hours and there was no energy left in me to take on a while boar.
It is true that I wanted an adventure but this, this didn’t feel fun anymore.
That night I noticed a pain in my hip that hasn’t gone away.
The next day I fell down a rocky pass and hurt my knee..
Dansbandsfuckinveckan i Malung.
Medicinerar mig med en medskickad flaska billigt rödvin under det att daDjfromHell skruvar upp sub-basen till oanade höjde.
Asfalten småspricker framför aktertältet....
Idag är det Lars Kristerz.
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