I don't always have to understand
the blessings that might emerge in my life
but I can make space for them
even when I know it might come with uncovering unexamined pain

travel will do that

My life in San Diego?
It was a daily routine I had built to bypass ... push aside... ignore the shit I didn't want to deal with.
I had meetings, and speaking gigs, and friend lunches and workouts that left no room for: the anxiety, the need to "matter", the fear and pain of self worth
to be faced

my daily routine swept it to the edges of my comfort zone where it stayed
building a wall that kept out the light

but travel? well... fuck
travel slammed me against that wall sooner than I was prepared for

every day I feel like I'm discovering old rooms in my heart I had long forgotten
distant dust laden stories stuffed in the corners and the cracks
waiting to be acknowledged
waiting to be freed
Something has happened to me

I've never been more in love with a man in my life
I've never felt more free
I've never felt more joy
I've never felt more me

But I'm in the shit
I'm at the wall... dusting if off.. chipping away
The work is a mix of exalted relief and exhausting humility
because I've made room in me to love at all

travel will do that if you let it

make space in your heart for the blessings
even if you don't understand how

Bled Slovenia

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  • @_warriormindset_ 29 June, 2019

    Nice 🀣

  • @bbusocial 18 June, 2019

    πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯πŸ”₯

  • @stephaniewatt2008 17 June, 2019

    Very nice pic and what a brilliant shot captured! πŸ‘ŒπŸ‘Œ

  • @nomadic_natalia 16 June, 2019

    Miss it there!

  • @jannerobinson 15 June, 2019

    I’m at my wall too. 🧑

  • @justknowhowcoaching 14 June, 2019

    Great content✨

  • @fitt.eboni 12 June, 2019

    Omg such a beautiful scenery

  • @lakeishasinclair 12 June, 2019

    Beautiful view. The water looks absolutely amazing.β™₯️πŸ”₯

  • @draisdanalac 11 June, 2019

    I love that!!! Discovering old rooms in your heart”... wow πŸ’“πŸ’― ... resonates deeply

  • @travlcouples 10 June, 2019

    This picture is just amazing! We love your feed! ✌️ Is it fine if we featured this with our community!?

  • @adisforadventure 10 June, 2019

    I love this picture! 😍I canΒ΄t wait to get on a new adventure myself. What has been your favorite trip so far?β €πŸŒŽπŸŒπŸŒ

  • @investorsupply 10 June, 2019

    Wow so real πŸ™πŸ»

  • @hrmota 10 June, 2019

    yew!!

  • @kimmieg11 10 June, 2019

    So beautifully written!!!!! πŸ‘Œβ™₯οΈπŸ˜˜πŸŽ‰ Love, Love, Love this! And you!

  • @eves_apple_productions 10 June, 2019

    πŸ”₯πŸ”₯

  • @mpowercoachingllc 10 June, 2019

    This is so beautiful and said with so much real πŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌπŸ‘πŸΌ

  • @natalieworkman 10 June, 2019

    Love your page πŸ’•

  • @socitivemktg 10 June, 2019

    This view looks absolutely stunning!

  • @shannamota 10 June, 2019

    Wow I love these words so much. Traveling has always catapulted my growth in all the ways πŸ™ŒπŸ½β€οΈ

  • @kristinevje 10 June, 2019

    Wow. Absolutely beautiful, Abbey. Xoxo